Oxycodone-No Stranger To The Rain - Part 15

By Golddust Woman · Feb 12, 2015 · ·
  1. Hi Beachwalk,

    I didn't mean to leave you out of my last post. Afraid, the brain still not working to good. Just saw your tip about the Tawa Tuna Indonesian kratom. I will have to do some Google searches and find a vendor that has it. I'm guessing it will work well for me also.The vendor I used only offered 5 types. They didn't have any sample packs either.

    How are you doing now? I am feeling worse today then I did yesterday. Just dizzy and headachey, and arms and legs feel so heavy. Do you have a hard time with body temperature changes. Sweating one minute and freezing the next

    I hope you are feeling a lot better than I am right now.

    Golddust Woman added 15 Minutes and 50 Seconds later...

    JD, no I have not been doing any yoga, except legs up the wall. Going by your description, I guess it is real kratom I got, but it doesn't take away 80 to 90% of the withdrawals like most people report. I am going to order some from a different vendor in a few minutes. Withdrawal really sucks. I was hoping to feel normal by now. Too much wishful thinking lol.

    Did you get a lot of headaches? I know you got a migraine, but mine is more of a dull ache in the back of my head. I guess all of this is normal and I will just have to trudge through it. I know you have gone through way worse than this. I just can't imagine how you did it. You are very resilient and an inspiration. Thanks for all your wise advice and healthy food tips. GDW


  1. Jungledog
    No, I did not really have headaches except for that bad migraine. You were on the opiates for a long time. The longer you are on, the longer the recovery. It sucks. And I do not think my withdraw was worse than yours. We all experience our own version of this crap. My cold turkey was hands down the worst thing I had ever endured. I was still sick at 30 days. By day 45, I still was only sleeping 3-4 hours and not in a row. At 60 days, I said "fuck it" and resumed the oxycodone. I did not know anout kratom. This time with a taper and kratom went way better than nosediving off more than 200 mg daily.

    Make sure you are drinking enough. Dehydration is common cause of headaches. I will look up dome yoga positions that relieve headaches and let you know. You are doing it my friend...just take one day at a time!!
  2. BeachWalk
    No worries Golddust. Kratom takes a lot of experimentation to find the right strain and dose. Yes I do get hot and cold flashes. It's crazy. Yesterday I miraculously found relief for a very acute migraine with that particular strain.

    Your body is going through a shock to the system between going off the benzos and oxycodone so nothing would surprise me. Hang in there and hold on. It will get better in time.

    That is really inspiring that you're going to do your art again. It's amazing how we emerge from our cocoons and blossom the way we used to. Only even better now.

    BeachWalk added 3 Minutes and 15 Seconds later...

    PS - I use those neck wraps that you can heat up in the microwave - they really help and are very comforting.
  3. ianzombie
    If you do try please make sure you are not getting ripped off. Some site charge an arm and a leg for small amounts, get yourself some red vein Bali kratom. You can try a small amount for the first time to see if it is good, maybe get a sample pack of different strains but Bali has some of the best pain killing qualities and is the most tried and tested strain for withdrawals because of it alkaloid make up.
    Try buy in bulk, vendors at the source offer great deals. The guide to buying or kratom at the top of the or atom forum might help.

    You can often find deals on a half kilo that you would easily spend the same money on only a couple of hundred grams. You might not need that much but buying repeat orders from overpriced sites soon adds up.

    People, please keep in mind that source discussion is against the rules, hinting at how to find them is not on and giving direct instructions is no better than just naming a website.People mean well but it leads to infractions or banning. Be safe.
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