Another day clean. Today was pretty good. I had some anxiety this morning but nothing I couldn't handle. The heavy legs and arms thing comes and goes. It does help me if I just think to myself that it is only temporary and that this too will pass.
JD, you are right on as usual. A little boost in serotonin levels is what I need to get feeling right again. I am going to start the prozac again. I got a lot left over. I do need to find a new primary care doc asap.
My husband's friend is an older man and gets his meds from the V.A. The DEA thing is scary and I felt a little paranoid when he showed up talking about pain meds that way.
Beachwalk, I am glad you are doing well and thanks for your continued support. Oh, the Bali came this afternoon and I am going to try it tomorrow morning, just 2 tsp. or less to see how it affects me. Keep your fingers crossed. Thanks for your tip about the coffee. I won't have any, so I can see how it truly works on its own. I don't drink much caffeine anyway since getting off the benzos.
CharlieCat, I am glad to know I am not the only one who is shy like that. My sister was telling me the other day how great it feels to get a pedicure, and I can't imagine having someone messing with my feet. I even cut and color my own hair now. I know I am missing out on good things, but it is just the way I am. Lol. I hope everything is going better for you. Hang in there. We are here for each other.
Love to all, GDW