Cherokee was my first love, it was what hooked me to being a Jeep lover. I've owned Cherokee, Patriot, Compass...and finally settled into my dream rig "the wrangler" I bought it in 2012 brand new from the dealer, was my first ever brand new car. I absolutely love it!!
Especially living in Canada where we get winter/snow half the year, I've never been stuck yet Even when they warn people not to drive on the roads, that's when I have the most fun!
But your right, it's amazing what an open road, wind in your hair, and some good tunes can do for the mind. Honestly I felt like I wasn't even detoxing.
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Day 5 has arrived!!
I slept pretty good all things considered. Actually managed to get a solid 7 hours sleep!! Wtf right? I only dosed kratom twice yesterday with a total of 6g for the day. I'm pretty happy with that.
Woke up feeling like I took 2 steps back from yesterday...but after being awake for an hour not feeling to bad. The legs pains have lessened, and maybe I'm still sore because of my active day yesterday.
I made plans to go visit my aunt today at Noone. She has a big swimming pool for my daughter to swim in. It's kinda perfect as its going up to 34+ today with a humidity. So the pool will be nice. Another reason I'm going is my grandmother left me a few things when she passed and my aunt wanted to give them to me. So I'm a little emotional about that as me and my Granny was very close.
It was actually after her passing is when I really ramped up my oxycodone use. So it's kind of ironic that I'm now clean and my aunt finally invites me over to give me a few things. Almost like my grandmother's way of saying I know your struggling, but you won't have these till your sober.
Overall I'm very happy where I am at for day 5. This detox was definitely a lot easier than my last. Was reading my old journal and on day 4 I was bad!! I would of never even of left my house. I just feel silly for torturing myself the way I did. It took a good 3 tries to finally get this train rolling...but it's going full speed now.
I'm gonna see how this morning goes before I say no kratom as I know how fast things can change, but if I do use, I'll prob go down to 2g. Making its 4g total for the day. It's insane how fast your mood can change. Yesterday I woke up feeling great at 6am. By 9:30am I was experiencing widthdrawl symptoms.
Here's to day 5!!
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Just as I figured... 2 hours after writing my journal severe pain in legs, headache and little upset stomach. Just dosed 2g of kratom as I leave shortly and will be miserable if I arrive feeling like this. Ughh and here's my 2 steps back!