I think im like 10 days into I dont know does time start over? I used again for a bit and stopped.. Like 10 days ago now.. Been still getting the 40 mil grams at MMT ... I feel bad about using again but my mental sickness loved it...having a more open relationship and trying to learn how to share my feelings about all this which has always been such a private thing... I didnt really talk to anyone about my herion addiction and usage... I didnt let people see me doing... Its not really a social drug IMO. ...but having my boyfriend around who is just way supper supportive and understanding...makes the days easier... Making sure we do things stay active..eat healthy...im lucky hes a chef and an awesome one at that!.. But ....my fucked up head and stubborn ways...and from years of desensitizing myself making myself numb......is hurting him and myself...i know it wont always be like this...just want to pick right back up and brush myself off from my slip...and continue on go to work..stay active...be open and honest...with myself most importantly..I can do this..
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