For the past three months I have fallen into a lifestyle where not a day goes by that I do not get high. A ton of marijauana most days, but when that isn't available I use hydrocodone, alcohol, morning glory, and DXM. The marijuana hooked me because it prevents any manic or depressed states due to my bipolar disorder. But that just feels to me as if I'm hiding from my problems. I lied to myself when I first started using, always saying just one more day and then I'd stop. I know it has a negative impact on my life. I've ended up in the emergency room, detrimented my health, and depleted what little savings I had managed to acquire. I've been forsaking time with friends and family to feed an addiction. So I quit, right now.