I am in shock, I really cannot believe what happened when I went to see the doctor tuesday.
Both my recent tests which I was absolutely convinced would come back as clear have come back as positive for heroin! How can this be? I've had 2 smokes in 6 weeks [after 20 years of daily use[ and neither were close to a test date. I am gutted, I have worked so hard at this, there must have been a mistake somewhere.
Luckily I think she realised my disbelief was genuine and has given me a second chance before throwing me off the program. When I went home and told the other half he could not understand it either, so to make sure my next test does not come back as positive as well we are living and sleeping in different parts of the house.
He is smoking upstairs with the bedroom door shut and the window open, while I live and sleep on the sofa downstairs away from the pollution zone. Also I no longer handle his gear at all to avoid any possibility of inhaling any small airborne particles.
If I have no contact with heroin what so ever and these next two tests also come back as positive, then I want some answers because I sure as hell have not smoked any myself.
If we discover my previous two positive tests are due to passive smoking, ie being in the same room as my partner while he is smoking heroin, then the tests these days are very sensitive and I would like to make others aware of this possibility.
I will let you all know how it goes but I am gutted and really depressed at the moment.