Today I came to conclusion, that stupid as it sounds, but if cold turkey does not work, I will try to use with longer and longer gaps ( Tappering dose would not work for me for sure), wich seems perfectly reasonable and accetable. Like at the beginning only on weekends, then one day of the weekend, then one day every second weekend etc).
I was clean this whole week, witch is accomplishment considering my daily drug abuse. First three days were pure hell, I was sweatting like I would have a Niagara fall flowing from my forhead, had trouble with sleeping, flu like symptoms etc. After third day started to feel like a normal human being, just this hounting feeling of emptyness and depression I am used to.
Yesterday I used.From the beginning I bite myself about slipping, but then come up with this thought. I know that it looks like a lame excuse to use on weekend, but it seems logical way for me to quit. Has anyone done it like that and did it work?
I know that it is stupid, but I think, that this would have more effect on me than my ridiculous attempts of could turkey.
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