Ive been around and keeping up on your guy's threads but I just haven't been feeling up to posting lately. I don't know why but I'm kind of in a 'funk' I guess is the word for it. I just feel really down and I can't figure out what the issue is.
This is just a lot harder then I thought it would be. I thought the hardest part would be the wd symptoms and that is so not true. Its really hard dealing with all the emotional crap that I have suppressed with the pills. I can't get away from it by taking a few extra pills anymore and it just SUCKS!
I know I'm being really negative but its just how I feel.
Also, I'm really feeling kind of hopeless right now because I'm reading so many threads and I am not finding that many sucess stories with happy endings. So far this site has really been a great support and I can't thank everyone enough for that. But right now I just need to know that there is a chance for me and I'm not seeing it. Its just getting to me I guess.
Thanks again for checking up on me. I really appreciate you and JD
P.s. whatever you do, DO NOT refill the fentanyl !!!