Thanks JD. I have been seeing a psychologist since about a month after the incident. My work provided the service for free so I took them up on their offer.
I changed it a couple times and on my 3rd one it has worked out great. I think its because he understands me a lot better and has actuatlly went through PTSD himself.
Meds has been brought up during the last meeting so I may consider it during the time off of work. Couldn't hurt I guess.
I'm just very greatful that I can take time off while getting paid. I think it will be helpful for working out some of this crap.
I really wish you had the opportunity to do the same JD