Thanks as always for the kind words.
I think telling my wife would feel liberating but holy shit am I a big pussy when it comes to telling her the truth about it. We're so happy right now and I'm really scared of fucking that up. I want us to keep being happy and I'll just pretend like nothing ever happened. Possibly sometime in the future I will tell her.
Anyhow, day 10!
A bit lower on energy reserves today. Head feels heavy. Work definitely helps. I have a while until I'm stable completely but I cannot believe it's been 10 days. I'v arrived! The war's not over or won but the first battle is behind me. Couldn't do it without all the support here.
Love and hugs. Be well!