Quitting oxycodone using suboxone taper. - Part 30

By Hydroxyout · Nov 4, 2014 · ·
  1. Thanks as always for the kind words.

    I think telling my wife would feel liberating but holy shit am I a big pussy when it comes to telling her the truth about it. We're so happy right now and I'm really scared of fucking that up. I want us to keep being happy and I'll just pretend like nothing ever happened. Possibly sometime in the future I will tell her.

    Anyhow, day 10!

    A bit lower on energy reserves today. Head feels heavy. Work definitely helps. I have a while until I'm stable completely but I cannot believe it's been 10 days. I'v arrived! The war's not over or won but the first battle is behind me. Couldn't do it without all the support here.

    Love and hugs. Be well!


  1. LuLu81
    To move forward, you need to forgive yourself. Yeah, you've done things you're not proud of, but you're now doing something you can be incredibly proud of and you've got plenty of time to make up for things.
  2. Jungledog
    You will know in your heart when or if it is time to tell her. Right now just focus on the positives. Keep exercising, play with your boys, help your wife care for them plus find time for you two as a couple, and keep putting clean day after clean day in a nice neat row! I have no doubt you are recovering and going to stay on the path. The Rose Bowl will have a whole new meaning this year...won't it???

    Many hugs,
  3. Jungledog
    How are you doing my friend? Still kicking ass I hope!!! JD
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