I think it is mostly mental. I mean the physical is all too real but what you think is what you believe. And what you believe tends to become reality. Think positive, get pissed at the pills, the strips, the kratom. I think you have to want this more than anything. I have read so many people say that to be successful you have to really be ready. We got this. Roses in our future. You in a short time have become important to my process. I don't feel so alone. And that goes for Roaddog & Golddust too!