Mid Day Day 38
Smith, yes I want this bad. I just get so damned tired to pushing through the overwhelming fatigue but I want this so I keep pushing. Today I took my first dose at 6 am. I wake up tired but not so much in hard withdraw anymore. Not sure why this is but know my tolerance is dropping. It is now a little after 2 and I just got back from a 4 mile walk that I forced my way through. I feel heavy and really tired but I am not sick so I will just hang out and see how long I can go between doses. The longer the span, the further my tolerance fails.
I may actually lay down and see if I can nap. Work was not as bad as expected. Only saw 30 patients; 6 new chest pain consults; none real. I discharged them all. Hopefully tomorrow will be as nice as today!
It is beautiful here . 73!!! And sunny! Getting ready to watch football. Bye till later. JD