Day 39 1pm
Just got back from work. It was busy and I am really tired. Sleep last night was interrupted and I never sleep well before practice. Doctor I work with pulled me into a vacant patient room and began to question why I told him I could not work right now. I again explained that it was not personal but just business. I need to focus on my academic job. Told him I am tired of weekends. He then basically told me he wants me to stay and if I need a few months off then so be it. So that went well.
I got about 5 hours sleep last night although not in a row. I only took 1.25 tsp kratom this morning. I had taken .5 tsp at 2am. It has been 7 hours from last dose and starting to feel shitty but gonna put off the next dose by trying to take a nap.
Check in later.