Quitting Oxycodone with Loperamide- My story begins... - Part 124

By Jungledog · Dec 3, 2014 · ·
  1. Day 41 End of Day

    Today sucked. I am just fucking overwhelmed with work for this upcoming semester. Tonight I actually sat and cried. This course coming up is a cluster fuck and I am going to be killing myself all semester with it. Oh well.

    Anyhow, I attempted to stick to my taper but tonight was just feeling horrible. It wasn't the kratom but stress...I know this but I took more. Total dose 4.75 tsps. :(

    Roaddog, Yeah this thread has gotten pretty big. It attracts lots of folks. I hope it is helping somebody and that I don't fuck this all up.

    LG, Mono lives in the UK, I don't think they have Walmart? And yes, we are online together frequently. :)

    No nutrition lectures tonight folks. I am freaking tired and going to bed. My mind is toast.

    Love ya!

Comments

  1. lostlygirl
    JD,

    What class are you teaching this next semester? I know it can all get overwhelming. We joke a lot on this thread (you missed the joke I left for you, lol!) but at the end of the day we are all here for the same reason, and that reason is emotionally, spiritually, psychologically, and physically exhausting. Yet, we don't get to take a year from our lives to recover from it. Life goes on and we play our roles the best we can, all the while battling the demon gods in which the fight against demands our all. We may loose a few battles but we will win the war.

    Is it going to be enough of a break when you are still working Wednesdays? Has the college given you student help, or a secretary, or at least access to one that's not so crazy busy that they are actually of some use?? (or at least a clone that can attend the staff meetings???)

    I know you are tired all the time. I wish there was some great advice I could give you, or wisdom that would make it all go away. The only thing I can do as a friend is to say that I hear you. I know you are physically hurting, that you are tired, that this seems never ending, and that the process is slow. I hear what you say when you are not saying it, and mostly I know you are tired. I hope that it makes this journey just a little bit easier in knowing that you have been heard.

    Sleep well, kind friend.
  2. Werecat
    LG, No Walmart in the UK (I think they own ASDA now).

    Jungledog - take each day as it comes eh? Your thread is helping a lot of people, I suspect even lurkers who are going through the same thing (or about to). Hope you get a great night's sleep.
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