No, unfortunately I am not fine. Had a really ugly arguement with my husband. Ended up leaving the house for the night. I have asked for a separation. Merry fucking Christmas to my kids. We will not tell them until after the holidays. I did take oxycodone last night. Pissed at myself but honestly sober today and realizing my marriage may need to end for my mental health.
I have to get into a meeting. I will check in later. Feel like I left you all down.