Ugh. Can't sleep. I had been doing so well and now I woke at 4am. Of course this might have been because one of the cats was trying to sleep on fucking top of me. Ugh again. Anyhow, I am up and drinking valerian tea and hoping I can get back to sleep a few more hours.
Beach, We can have coffee. It just has to be organic. Coffee is one of the highest pesticide sprayed crops in the world. It is literally chemicals in a hot steaming cup. As for PM doctors, I think many are really clueless about what they prescribe. They often either over or under prescribe. I also think most health care people are fairly clueless about addiction and withdrawal. They know what they learned from a textbook and truly do not grasp how fucking awful it is. But then again did you know how bad this could be until you were in it? I really never thought this would happen to me.
Mono, glad I could make you laugh! Yes, we will have rooms for families and activities to keep them occupyed while we detox. Yes, Florida is a great place to be. This time of year is just beautiful. I miss my beach place. Can't wait until April!!
Alright, going to try to get back to sleep. Love you guys.