Quitting Oxycodone with Loperamide- My story begins... - Part 152

By Jungledog · Dec 18, 2014 · ·
  1. Ugh. Can't sleep. I had been doing so well and now I woke at 4am. Of course this might have been because one of the cats was trying to sleep on fucking top of me. Ugh again. Anyhow, I am up and drinking valerian tea and hoping I can get back to sleep a few more hours.

    Beach, We can have coffee. It just has to be organic. Coffee is one of the highest pesticide sprayed crops in the world. It is literally chemicals in a hot steaming cup. As for PM doctors, I think many are really clueless about what they prescribe. They often either over or under prescribe. I also think most health care people are fairly clueless about addiction and withdrawal. They know what they learned from a textbook and truly do not grasp how fucking awful it is. But then again did you know how bad this could be until you were in it? I really never thought this would happen to me.

    Mono, glad I could make you laugh! Yes, we will have rooms for families and activities to keep them occupyed while we detox. Yes, Florida is a great place to be. This time of year is just beautiful. I miss my beach place. Can't wait until April!!

    Alright, going to try to get back to sleep. Love you guys.

Comments

  1. Mr Bumble
    I hate that i like this band and that it's brought me to tears through detox

    Haim Falling

    I give into the moment like I'm standing at the edge (I know)
    That no one's gonna turn me 'round
    Just one more step, I could let go
    Oh and in the middle,
    I hear the voices and they're calling for me now (I know)
    And nothing's gonna wake me now
    Cause I'm a slave to the sound

    And they're calling,
    Don't stop, no, I'll never give up
    And I'll never look back, just hold your head up
    And if it gets rough, it's time to get rough
    They keep saying
    Don't stop, no one's ever enough
    I'll never look back, never give up
    And if it gets rough, it's time to get rough
    But now I'm falling, falling, falling
    Falling, falling, falling,
    Falling, falling, falling, falling, oh

    I look up and down,
    And I can feel the eyes, they're watching us so closely oh
    I'm trying not to make a sound
    Cause I'll be found out somehow

    So keep calling,
    Don't stop, no, I'll never give up
    And I'll never look back, just hold your head up
    And if it gets rough, it's time to get rough
    They keep saying
    Don't stop, no one's ever enough
    I'll never look back, never give up
    And if it gets rough, it's time to get rough
    But now I'm falling

    Into the fire feeling higher than the truth
    (I'm falling)
    I can feel the heat but I'm not burning
    (But now I'm falling)
    Feeling desire, feel tired and hungry to
    (I'm falling)
    Feels like I'm falling, yeah
    I can hear them calling
    (I'm falling)

    Into the fire feeling higher than the truth
    (I'm falling)
    I can feel the heat but I'm not burning
    (But now I'm falling)
    Feeling desire, feel tired and hungry to
    (I'm falling)
    Feels like I'm falling, yeah
    I can hear them calling
    (Now I'm falling)

    falling, falling, falling
    Falling, falling, falling,
    Falling, Falling, falling, oh
    Oh and now I'm falling

    Falling, falling, falling
    Falling, falling, falling,
    Falling, falling, falling, oh

    Falling, falling, falling, falling
    Fall yeah
    And now I'm falling
    Falling, falling, falling, falling
    Fall yeah
    And now I'm falling

    Into the fire feeling higher than the truth
    (I'm falling)
    I can feel the heat but I'm not burning
    (But now I'm falling)
    Feeling desire, feel tired and hungry to
    (Now I'm falling)
    Feels like I'm falling, yeah
    I can hear them calling for me
    (Now I'm falling)

    Into the fire feeling higher than the truth
    (Now I'm falling)
    I can feel the heat but I'm not burning
    (I'm falling)
    Feeling desire, feel tired and hungry to
    (Now I'm falling)
    It feels like I'm falling, yeah
    I can hear them calling for me

    Never look back, never give up
    Never look back, never give up
    Never look back, never give up
    I'll never give up
    I'll never give up
  2. Mr Bumble
    Sounds like your talking about hyperanlgesia, the more you use the worse the pain gets.

    BTW I loved you idea for a detox centre, sounds perfect but I would demand some benzos in the mix but thats just cos I'm a massive junkie lol
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