Good morning all!
Had a really long discussion with my husband last night that was long overdue. I said things that needed to be said. I told him how I have really been feeling without holding back. That when he gave up and thrust the financial weight of our family on me, he frightened me and left me feeling unloved and uncared about. Right or wrong women need to feel that their men will support them. His failure to step up hurt me deeply and left me numb and afraid. He apologized for the very first time. I needed to hear that.
I moved taking my Cymbalta to nighttime. I slept well and woke today feeling rested for the first time in a very, very long time. I really already am feeling this black mood lift!!! Gotta love SNRIs. They work really well and. Bit quicker than SSRIs. I have decided that today I will have him write me for Lexapro but I am going to try the Cymbalta for a month first and see what happens with fatigue. Many people get tired with it but many don't. Actually, the most common side effect is sweats and night sweats which I had last night.
Off to get my hair done. Love to you all.