Quitting Oxycodone with Loperamide- My story begins... - Part 159

By Jungledog · Dec 24, 2014 · ·
  1. Good morning all. I have a few minutes before I head to hospital to round. I am doing ok. Mood is improving. I have continued to use kratom for pain. It is not as good as oxy obviously but it takes the edge off. I realize that this means I am no longer clean but there is no high so I feel fine about using it. Maybe I am kidding myself but it also lifts the lack of energy part. I don't know. This whole situation is complicated by the chronic pain thing.

    The Cymbalta is awesome. My mood is much improved. Anger is dissipating. It knocks me the hell out at night so sleep good. I seem to get a little constipated from it plus I do sweat easily. So Miralax and extra deodorant it is!!! Lol I can deal with a few side effects.

    I have to work all day which sucks. Asshole doctor planned afternoon office on Christmas eve. Who fucking does that? Greedy bastard. Hospital packed. Everyone gets chest pain this week because they are stressed the fuck out and then get admitted. Honestly one of the reasons I have come to hate this time of year is because my workload doubles or triples. And for some weird reason lots of people die around the holidays. I have 5 that are on their way out.

    Ok well on that happy note. I wish you all a very happy and healthy Christmas. Do not expect to have time to post for a bit. So keep working hard and take good care of yourselves during the chaos. Love to you all.

Comments

  1. supermono
    Hi JD, Thats great mate. You seem to be finding your way of doing things and controlling your pain.I am sorry you have such a heavy workload. Enjoy the festivities if you can. Put your feet up a little may be. Take some time for yourself. its very important. Wishing you a serene 2015. Love you loads. Mono :vibes:
  2. supermono
    Hi everyone. As I move into sobriety all I want to listen too is uplifting music. So todays top tune is by Rodger Sanchez. My favourite Sanchez tune...."Passion Flamenca". A fantastic beat and fabulous flamenco guitar rythyms. Check it out. Peace Mono

    supermono added 12 Minutes and 39 Seconds later...

    Nearly forgot the best christmas tune of all time.....The Pogues with Kirsty McCall. Brilliant

    "Fairytale Of New York"

    It was Christmas Eve babe
    In the drunk tank
    An old man said to me,
    Won't see another one
    And then he sang a song
    The Rare Old Mountain Dew
    I turned my face away
    And dreamed about you

    Got on a lucky one
    Came in eighteen to one
    I've got a feeling
    This year's for me and you
    So happy Christmas
    I love you baby
    I can see a better time
    When all our dreams come true

    They've got cars
    Big as bars
    They've got rivers of gold
    But the wind goes right through you
    It's no place for the old

    When you first took my hand
    On a cold Christmas Eve
    You promised me
    Broadway was waiting for me

    You were handsome
    You were pretty
    Queen of New York City
    When the band finished playing
    They howled out for more
    Sinatra was swinging
    All the drunks they were singing
    We kissed on the corner
    Then danced through the night

    The boys of the NYPD choir
    Were singing 'Galway Bay'
    And the bells are ringing
    Out for Christmas day

    You're a bum
    You're a punk
    You're an old slut on junk
    Living there almost dead
    On a drip in that bed

    You scum bag
    You maggot
    You cheap lousy faggot
    Happy Christmas your arse
    I pray God
    It's our last

    The boys of the NYPD choir
    Still singing 'Galway Bay'
    And the bells are ringing
    Out for Christmas day

    I could have been someone
    Well, so could anyone
    You took my dreams
    From me when I first found you
    I kept them with me babe
    I put them with my own
    Can't make it all alone
    I've built my dreams around you

    The boys of the NYPD choir
    Still singing 'Galway Bay'
    And the bells are ringing
    Out for Christmas day
  3. marathonmel7
    Hey JD, just wanted to wish you a Happy Holiday. I'm sorry you have to work so hard. Glad your mood has improved. I was on Cymbalta and hated it. Gave me panic attacks. It's amazing how everyone's bodies are so different. Anyways, will check in with you later. Have a great day.
  4. marathonmel7

    PUDDLE OF MUDD
    Blurry Lyrics


    Every thing's so blurry
    And everyone's so fake
    And everybody's empty
    And everything is so messed up
    Preoccupied without you
    I cannot live at all
    My whole world surrounds you
    I stumble then I crawl

    You could be my someone
    You could be my scene
    You know that I'll protect you
    From all of the obscene
    I wonder what your doing?
    Imagine where you are?
    There's oceans in between us
    But that's not very far

    Can you take it all away
    Can you take it all away
    Well you shoved it in my face
    This pain you gave to me
    Can you take it all away
    Can you take it all away
    Well you shoved it my face

    Everyone is changing
    There's no one left that's real
    To make up your own ending
    And let me know just how you feel
    'Cause I am lost without you
    I cannot live at all
    My whole world surrounds you
    I stumble then I crawl

    And you could be my someone
    You could be my scene
    You know that I will save you
    From all of the unclean
    I wonder what your doing?
    I wonder where you are?
    There's oceans in between us
    But that's not very far

    Can you take it all away
    Can you take it all away
    Well you shoved it in my face
    This pain you gave to me
    Can you take it all away
    Can you take it all away
    Well you shoved it my face
    This pain you gave to me

    Nobody told me what you thought
    Nobody told me what to say
    Everyone showed you where to turn
    Told you when to runaway
    Nobody told you where to hide
    Nobody told you what to say
    Everyone showed you where to turn
    Showed you when to runaway

    Can you take it all away
    Can you take it all away
    Well you shoved it in my face
    This pain you gave to me
    Can you take it all away
    Can you take it all away
    Well you shoved it my face
    This pain you gave to me
    No this pain you gave to me
    This pain you gave to me

    You take it all
    You take it all away
    Explain again to me
    You take it all away
    Explain again to me
    Take it all away
    Explain again
    Explain again
    Explain again
  5. lostlygirl
    Hello my friend. I'm thinking about you and wishing you love and peace, always!

    I am glad you are feeling better. I loved the Cymbalta, but I never did get over the drowsiness.

    Mel, it is funny how different we all are.

    Love Love
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