Good morning all. I have a few minutes before I head to hospital to round. I am doing ok. Mood is improving. I have continued to use kratom for pain. It is not as good as oxy obviously but it takes the edge off. I realize that this means I am no longer clean but there is no high so I feel fine about using it. Maybe I am kidding myself but it also lifts the lack of energy part. I don't know. This whole situation is complicated by the chronic pain thing.
The Cymbalta is awesome. My mood is much improved. Anger is dissipating. It knocks me the hell out at night so sleep good. I seem to get a little constipated from it plus I do sweat easily. So Miralax and extra deodorant it is!!! Lol I can deal with a few side effects.
I have to work all day which sucks. Asshole doctor planned afternoon office on Christmas eve. Who fucking does that? Greedy bastard. Hospital packed. Everyone gets chest pain this week because they are stressed the fuck out and then get admitted. Honestly one of the reasons I have come to hate this time of year is because my workload doubles or triples. And for some weird reason lots of people die around the holidays. I have 5 that are on their way out.
Ok well on that happy note. I wish you all a very happy and healthy Christmas. Do not expect to have time to post for a bit. So keep working hard and take good care of yourselves during the chaos. Love to you all.