Ok sorry I was fixing dinner. My labs that I had drawn Friday show my thyroid too low and very low cortisol. This is from persistent, sustained stress. I may need to actually start taking steroids to raise it. I am planning to up the thyroid medication and really cleaning up my diet and my life.
While it may seem easy or obvious that I should leave my marriage but it is neither and I find that everyone tends to offer advice based on their own experience. My divorced friends, who I might add are really not overly happy post divorce, advise me to leave. The married ones who have faced major fucking issues but made it through and who are happy, tell me to get help. If I hated him, I guess it would be easier but I don't.
Anyhow, yes repleting low testosterone will make you feel much better. It did for me the first few months but the rest of the adrenal cascade remains broken for me and so the energy didn't last. This is because my cortisol levels dropped. It is my wake up call to change my life. If we can't turn it around, then we will separate.