Quitting Oxycodone with Loperamide- My story begins... - Part 173

By Jungledog · Jan 4, 2015 · ·
  1. Well, my depression has been present for probably a year...of course I felt worse the past month but I think in my case it actually has more to do with opiate use than recovery. I also had completely fucked hormones one year ago so it was the double whammy of AI plus depression which I also think is quite common for opiate users. My energy return though in the past week has been miraculous. I am super stoked to be getting back to life. :)

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  1. Cwb20022
    This song by incubus is always inspirational to me. It's called drive. And it's about taking control of your own life.


    "Drive"

    Sometimes I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear And I cant help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer It's driven me before, it seems to have a vague Haunting mass appeal Lately I'm beginning to find that I should be the one behind the wheel Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there With open arms and open eyes yeah Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive, oh oh It's driven me before, it seems to be the way That everyone else get around Lately, I'm beginning to find that when I drive myself, my light is found Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there With open arms and open eyes yeah Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there Would you choose water over wine Hold the wheel and drive Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there With open arms and open eyes yeah Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there


    **********************And then some quotes i found i thought I'd share.
    You can never cross the ocean. Until you have courage to lose sight of the shore -Christopher Columbus-

    -either you run the day, or the day runs you-jim rohn

    -believe you can and your halfway there. -Theodore Roosevelt


    Fall 7 times and stand 8 -Japanese proverb

    Too many of us are not living our dreams, because we are living our fears -les brown-

    It's never to late to be what you might have been.- George eliot

    It doesn't matter how slowly you go. As long as you don't stop- Confucius-

    If you do what you've always done, you'll get what you've always gotten- tony robbins-

    You may be disappointed if you fail, but your doomed if you don't try -Beverly sills-
  2. Mr Bumble
    Love that bit, where you suddenly feel human again. Sometimes it can take months and months. I lucked out this time round and got there quick, glad your getting to.
  3. Golddust Woman
    Hello my friend. So glad that you are finally experiencing the life you so deserve. The transformation in your posts is just amazing. I am a little jealous of you.....just kidding lol. To be honest, I couldn't be happier for you. You did it!!!!! Yeah!!!!

    Thanks for the yummy smoothie recipes. I have been writing them down and plan to get a vitamix blender soon.

    You go girl!!!

    GDW
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