Could someone kindly tell the voice in my head that whispers..."Just one or two (or 8) oxy wouldn't hurt just this one time. You can start your taper later" or "Let's just take an extra few teaspoons of kratom" or "If you just take the pills/kratom, you will feel fine, back to yourself." Hate this bitch. Wish I could pull her out of my mind and personally slap her fucking silly.
Hope you all are doing ok with the cravings thing. I AM NOT GIVING IN. Ugh.