Quitting Oxycodone with Loperamide- My story begins... - Part 18

By Jungledog · Oct 28, 2014 · ·
  1. Could someone kindly tell the voice in my head that whispers..."Just one or two (or 8) oxy wouldn't hurt just this one time. You can start your taper later" or "Let's just take an extra few teaspoons of kratom" or "If you just take the pills/kratom, you will feel fine, back to yourself." Hate this bitch. Wish I could pull her out of my mind and personally slap her fucking silly.:mad:

    Hope you all are doing ok with the cravings thing. I AM NOT GIVING IN. Ugh.

    JD

Comments

  1. Hydroxyout
    She is one powerful hoe but we're stronger. I be slappin' that bitch daily. Straight gangsta style. Sometimes backhand. From what I gather we have to learn to live with her peacefully. Let her nag. Once she realizes that it's all useless she'll stop.
  2. JonBenetMom
    Jungledog I get that inner talk all day. Today actually I went to the Dr for a foot problem. Like enormous fuggin pain. So he did X-rays and I have all sorts of extra bones and fractures and I was so excited waiting for the RX pad to come out and he told me to GO ICE IT. I was like WHAT?? But the good thing is that I didn't ask or fake-cry or anything. I truly think that my foot has been injured for FOUR years but I was so medicated I didn't notice it so now that Im almost done with my taper all of my suppressed ailments are raging!! NOT going to give in. Im sticking with you guys and moving forward and out of this!
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