Thanks ladies. I do not know why this being on kratom thing is bothering me. It is silly I guess but I really wanted off all this shit and I end up feeling like a weakling for not tolerating the pain. Gralise has helped a lot but not enough. It is depressing to step off and still hurt. I want it to all go away even though I know it won't. I just feel eternally frustrated.
Thanks for making me feel better.