I think marriage goes through seasons. There are good seasons and there are the really, really bad. The trick is to ride out the bad ones. We faced major life changes and it got pretty damn ugly for awhile. I got hit with the triple whammy of insulin resistance, menopause, and chronic opiate use and my sex hormones tanked robbing me of my sanity and my sex drive. That did not help the marriage situation. I have been resolving my health issues slowly and this is also helping my marriage. Feel like I am coming back to life.
Kratom is working to take the edge off my pain. I take what I need. Still no high to speak of which is totally cool. Since I have been sick and basically eating healthy low carb, my mind has been so very clear. Emotions even and energy back. I am now down 8 pounds. Feeling better than I have in a very long time.
Hope you all are well.