Thanks all for posting and checking on me. I think I needed time to step away from thinking about all this stuff.
I am controlling my pain with gabapentin and baclofen. I do occasionally (not daily) use kratom but that may be coming to an end as there is strong talk of it becoming illegal. I think it's kinda sad. It takes away a viable way to control pain and stay off opiates. Good for Big Pharma though, huh?
Life is stupid busy as usual but it keeps my mind busy. Energy slowly improving but sometimes I wonder if and when I will feel like my old self. Maybe after years of use, I may not feel like I did before narcotics. That's ok though as perhaps this new me is what I am supposed to be!
Really hope you are all well. Love you and missed you!