Quitting Oxycodone with Loperamide- My story begins... - Part 34

By Jungledog · Nov 5, 2014 · ·
  1. Day 14 of my Taper off This Shit

    Ok. I am jumping from the loperamide. Fuck it. I am done counting out little green pills. Switching over to just Kratom and yes today I will bump up my gabapentin. Need to get more called in today. Just as a FYI just tell your doctor you are having an outbreak of shingles but can't get to the office and that gabapentin worked good last time. They will call it in.

    So I took 2 tsp of kratom when I woke up and while I am not feeling awesome nobody peed in my Cheerios either. This is going to go OK because in my head I am just done. I want off, period.

    JBM, I had no idea I was helping you so much! But I know that I so look forward to reading your posts and the posts of Roxywarrior and Hydroxyout. I see everyone working so hard to leave this shit in their past and I want it too. That is all this is....a place to help each other kick this shit to the curb.

    So my new goal is to stabilize on kratom and get weaning down. Being free by Christmas seems like such a nice gift to myself. Good morning all and happy kicking!

    Hugs,
    JD

Comments

  1. Golddust Woman
    Dear JungleDog,

    I am so proud of you. You have shown such tremendous strength throughout this grueling process. I know the last bit of the way is the hardest and the scariest with any any addictive drug.

    Just know we are all here for you. Rant, rave and do whatever helps during this time, but most of all be kind to yourself. The old saying is definitely true when it comes to withdrawal. "It is always the darkest before the dawn." Try to concentrate on the great freedom in your future. You are so close now to that dream. Just hold tight and know you can do this. Sending love and prayers. GDW
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