Ok. So I found today that I felt pretty damn good with kratom doses at 2 tsps. I can go 6-7 hours between doses. I have spent a bit of time thinking on this. My new plan is to simply hold at this dose for a week-10 days. Then I will begin to drop by 1/4 tsp at each dose every week or so. As I get down lower then I space the intervals and start skipping doses and eventually jump.
Following this plan I could be off in 3 months with less stress on my adrenals. I will continue my diet and self care. I want out so I will do it. Not my original nor my second plan but it seems workable. If this fails, my last option is suboxone.
Long day and very tired. Hope you are all well. Love and hugs, JD
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Thanks for your support. Yes, you are right. I am hard on myself but honestly I think it is more that I just want to be done. I want to feel well again! It isn't so much about being perfect as just not wanting my life to revolve around this shit anymore. I do not feel well on the kratom...just don't. Genetics? Idk but glad you do!
Congrats on your jump! Very proud of you. I think your plan to taper slowly is a good one and we can support each other as we go.
Please know that your post made me smile and laugh. I need that. I have no doubts that we both will succeed.