Re: Quitting oxycodone with methadone+loperamide- 10 days clean
hey cmenot, the depression thing could actually be there, but i wanna give it some time to figure out how much of this is just the healing process and how much is an actual problem thats gotta be dealt with. I dont wanna rush into taking something else to mess with my brain, even if it is legal and prescribed. I met up with my psychologist yesterday and she kinda thinks some antidepressants might be needed but she agreed to wait a bit longer before actually recommending i pass with a psychiatrist and get prescribed some. will be making a decision on that in two or three weeks or so after i get a physical and other blood tests to make sure nothings broken inside!
anyways, today is day 13, 1 more and im at two weeks clean, hell yeah!
improvement are coming in leaps and bounds, i feel much much better than two days ago, both physically and mentally. still get winded from efforts but am managing longer and longer periods of activity and they dont leave me wiped out anymore, just tired. sleep is still a bit of an issue but i've been getting a consistent 5 hours of sleep (with all kinds of weird ass dreams, but i guess that's just my brain adjusting after years of opiate sleep and not real sleep). the mental fog in the morning when i wake up is also diminishing.
thats it for now...