Re: Quitting oxycodone with methadone+loperamide- 3 wks clean
1 month (30 days) clean today, extremely happy to have made it this far! this past week has been full of ups and downs, anxiety, restlessness. nothing too bad, but enough to need alot of focus to get through the day without giving in to the cravings that have been popping up.
one thing that has definitely helped is that im trying to plan a trip for next week. havnt had a real vacation in years since the addiction pretty much kept me locked in place. its feels very liberating to be able to do whatever i want/go wherever i want without having to count pills or worrying about running out or getting sick. hopefully the trip will help me recharge my batteries and jumpstart my brain.
speaking of recovery, pretty much the only thing left whic sucks is motivation, its still in the dumps but i manage to force myself to get stuff done and stay busy. energy levels are "almost" back to normal. during regular day to day stuff i dont really notice it but the more hectic days leave me worn out the next day, just wanting to lie in bed. i have been managing some light exercise (walking, situps, pushups). cravings have gotten worse in the past few days but luckily they have come during the day when im busy, so i get through them.
thats it for now