I appreciate the sentiment but when you work somewhere like I do you don't go around advertising any kind of substance abuse. It's harmful to future employment and insurance as well as reputation. I'm so secretive literally no one knows but I'd be better off maybe trying to get into a therapist if anything. It's unfortunate the way our society functions but that's just how it is. Being labelled an abuser is not far off from being homeless where I live and as much as I hate dealing with it I can at least function most of the time. If I told my employer I missed work because I had a drunken binge and needed treatment I would be fired immediately and guaranteed not to work anywhere nearby. If I tell them about my actual problems with my cyst, even though other things are going on, I'll be on probation but it'll be okay. No income is pretty close to death and even closer to worse drug problems. I'll take my chances.