Bleh I know. I only drank less than half of what I usually do. Still not even close to sleeping. I wonder if I need to get sleeping pills or something. I'm usually ok as long as I don't drink during the day. Day drinking will lead to the worst nightmares/pain imaginable. If I wait about 18-24 hrs between drinking because I'm working I can function fine. I've never done meth but I can sympathize.
I actually did a research chem one time and it was totally great the first time, tried it again and almost ended up in the psych ward for psychosis. I think no matter what the dosage of chemicals are ingested it matters just as much how your mental state and general health are. You can't say I'll take X of this amount and have the same experience when you're totally healthy vs taking X amount when you're ill/depressed/whatever. It's been hard for me to accept that because I'm generally of a scientific view where everything should be the same, but the fact remains that we don't control our brains they control us mostly. How you treat your body is a factor and essentially we respond to the electrochemical signatures with no choice.