Here it is going on 8am, I've been up all night boyfriend and I did the rest of my quarter. He's asleep thank god! I noticed late last night he started to sound really annoyed. I asked why he was like this. His reply I'm pissed because you did all our shit up and didn't share hardly at all.... I'm appalled he'd say such a thing. I always share everything with him. He's a stingy little fuck when It comes to any drugs.
Two nights ago, I had a chance to shoot up and trust me I've been wanting to. I've told my boyfriend about it. At first he told me if I did it he would leave me. Sooo anyway I watched my dude do his bump, totally turned me off of wanting to do it. I came home and instantly BF thinks I did a huge blast... I assured him I didn't do it because it's not worth losing him over he said what I never said that actually I'd just bring home another woman WTF did that come from??
The last few months of using I've noticed a change in our interactions while high on meth. He acts weird, he accuses me of Weird shit, doesn't want to do anything except of it is nice weather then it's to the woods to burn leaves. I told him I don't really want to tweak with him anymore. Pretty sure it offended him. What's the fact of it all..
He shot me up my first time. He created daddy's little junkie. He knew how badly I was addicted and promised we wouldn't do meth anymore. Now every time we get high he gets jealous because I seem higher then him. It's fucking petty, I'm tired of doing this shit going down the same repetitive path.
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