Made it to Day 10. After nearly two years of addiction and then eight years of Suboxone dependency, ten days feels amazing.
Day 7 was my lowest day, which is probably due to not only withdrawal but sleep deprivation.
Most of withdrawal symptoms have subsided now, except abdominal issues and general malaise and insomnia . Didn't take my Adderall during first week of withdrawal, but it does help now with feeling of not wanting to do anything. As in, instead of laying on the couch, I now sit.
Clonodine has been the bulk of helping ease symptoms. Left the house yesterday by myself for the first time in the last ten days, it was exhausting. Cleaning the house up feels like running a marathon, but with my husband understanding what I'm going through, he's doing most of everything. I'm hopeful that with having my depression under control, I won't experience PAWS, but I'm not ruling anything out. Just taking it one day at a time.