The Beginning of My End to Addiction/Incredibly Rough Day Today. - Part 19

By Sleepynurse · Jan 30, 2015 · ·
  1. Re: The Beginning of Her End to Addiction/Incredibly Rough Day Today.

    Thank you, once again. You are amazing. I'm still so, so anxious. And during my run today I started realizing why. I'm so so so not wanting to have sex with him and I don't know how to deal with this without him being suspicious. We have sex regularly and the longer I'm sober the worse I feel about it...

    It's so unwanted. And I just can't take the way it is leaving me feel afterward. Since being sober I have felt hyper sexual but thinking of it with him... this is a miserable situation... it is bringing up really, really bad feelings...
    My mom came over by the way, so that is good.

    Sleepynurse added 0 Minutes and 44 Seconds later...

    I'm gonna be okay.

Comments

  1. Jungledog
    Re: The Beginning of Her End to Addiction/Incredibly Rough Day Today.

    Sleepy,

    Yes, you are going to be OK. You should not though be in a situation where you must have sex if you don't want to. Again, see what your options are and treat the depression to make sure you are thinking clearly. If he is willing, perhaps treating his PTSD would help. Do what you need to do to stay safe as well as what you need to do to keep your children safe.

    I would retain an attorney. There are some who represent abused women for free. You need this to protect you from harm and also to help keep your license. If the board knows why you were using, this is very likely to help your case. Remember this board is made up of highly trained nurses who understand the dynamics of domestic violence.
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