Re: The Beginning of Her End to Addiction/Incredibly Rough Day Today.
Something happened last night that resulted in me having to leave with the clothes I was wearing and my purse, which has just my phone and keys in.
It was really, really awful. My kids are still at the house. I don't know what to do right now. He wouldn't hurt the kids but I'm just really screwed up right now. I spent the night at my sister's house. He ended up following me here by my sister threatened to call the police if he tried to get in. I fell asleep kind of okay but just woke up and am completely freaking out again. I feel like I can't talk to him at all today or see him but I just don't know what to do right now.
I was just starting to mentally prepare for this eventuality and the issue forced itself last night. I'm completely unprepared. I'm going to run home right now as he is taking my daughter to school to grab as much as I can but I am totally lost about what to do about the kids.
My mom just keeps telling me to talk to him. Driving me insane. Okay gonna grab at least a couple changes of clothes, all of our social security cards and birth certificates, and my credit card that only I have access to that actually has a really good balance on it.
The Beginning of My End to Addiction/Incredibly Rough Day Today. - Part 24