Re: The Beginning of Her End to Addiction/Incredibly Rough Day Today.
I cannot thank you all enough for your kind words. My husband left work early to come home and be with me but instead of being comforting he just sort of lost his mind... Flipping out, punching himself over and over again, screaming at me how could I do this to our family :'''(.
He is terrified that without my income we will possibly lose our home/vehicles. I really think we can make enough cuts in our budget to get by. He told me he should do what my employer did "and just fire you as my wife." We have an amazing marriage ( I know that probably sounds like a lie considering all I was concealing but it's true.) It's like blow after blow today. I can't lose my husband and my career. Can't stop crying but at least crying feels good. I've been numb for so long.
The Beginning of My End to Addiction/Incredibly Rough Day Today. - Part 3