Thanks guys, getting ready to leave and I'm so so wanting to pick up a bottle of something hard. It's overwhelming. My hands are shaking as if I was detoxing just thinking about it.
Sleepynurse added 19 Minutes and 4 Seconds later...
I won't relapse. I'm using all my "tools of recovery". I feel like a tool.
Edited to add about seven hours later: just got home. Very emotional but I survived it sober.
The Beginning of My End to Addiction/Incredibly Rough Day Today. - Part 39