Re: Detox from massive IV morph/heroin 2.0, skip to post 169 for the latest detox
Sorry for going a bit quiet. Partly been cos I've been really busy with work and partly cos not sure I could post much about what I've been up to as it involved another DF member. Not saying who so don't ask but it was a tricky situation would would probably have ended up very different under different circumstances but right now we're just keeping it as friends.
Well I'm still clean and starting to get my strength. Up to 20 push ups now and aiming to get back to 50. My appetite has come back with a vengeance now I'm working so should put on some of the weight i lost through detox and illness pretty quick.
Sleep still isn't great. I can now get to sleep when I want but can't stay asleep. Once I'm awake I have to get up and can never get back to sleep so always feel a little bit unrested all day, but I'm sure that will get better soon.
I can now seem to skip a day or two from the clonidine with no probalems, but occasionally get mad jitters and drop half or one seems to level me out.
It was my friends cremation and wake the other day. There was no vicar and it was just his oldest and best friends and his god children speaking. Was sad but beautiful and there was applause and laughter as well as tears at the serivce. It was completely packed, such a good turn out.
Wake was at the club he used to run a night at and it was rammed. There were photos of him about and more speeches then the music got turn up and we all danced like nutters.
Fucking great send off, I over did it a bit on the drink and spent the next day in bed!
Anyways hope everyones good. I'll try and keep this updated more often