The detoxes and relapses of a major Heroin and Morphine addict - Part 58

By Mr Bumble · Dec 11, 2014 · ·
  1. Re: Detox Journal from massive IV morph/heroin habbit

    To Onthestregth. I've tried bupe and meth but i cannot take these meds for certain reasons, namely drug interaction with non narcotic drugs i have to take everyday to keep me alive. Plus i love morph, it's really hard to get in the Uk so no way was i giving up my script till i was ready to come off


    To Bobes. i think thats your mane, thanks for you comment, i had a reply all worked out but i've just woke up from a heavy med induced sleep and my head not working yet, for the life off me i cant remember what you said but thanks for taking the time to read and respond.

    I helpd offf meds all yesterday untill 8pm which was 12hrs after my last dose.

    I reduced again and took 600mg gaba 250mg morph SR and 0.1mg clonidine. This didn;t seem to make me feel any better so i took 10mg diazepam and 600mh gaba 2 hours later. this did seem to work and relax me but by 11pm i wanted sleep and over did it a bit with half and zopi, 20mg diazepam, 1200mg gaba and 0.2mg clonidine

    this knocked me for six and i woke up at 8am this morning still full dressed with my headphones on lying how i was when i was watching a film that i did get tosee before the drugs knocked me out.

    Going to try to get through today without taking much so if it gets bad i can knock myself out again if needed. 200mgs of sr morph this morning and thats it foras long as i can bare it.

    Sorry if i dont make much sense, i'm pretty wasted from the sleep meds last night

    Mr Bumble added 627 Minutes and 28 Seconds later...

    Ok managed to make it through the day with only taking 0.1 clonidine, 10mg diazepam and 900mg gaba, tolerance builds fast so although i felt woozy it wasn't enough to put me to sleep.

    I've just picked up 10 5mg Nitrazepams. I was told they are twice the strength of diazepam but looking at the conversion chart they are 1 for 1. However it does appear Nitrazepam is a much heavier sleep aid so I will be saving them for the night when it gets really bad.

    Starting to feel pretty rough and looking forward to 8pm when I can take my next dose. It will be 150mg oral morph plus 0.1 clonidine, 10mg diazepam and 900mg gaba. That should keep me feeling ok until close to midnight when i will re-dose with 1200mg gabapentin, 10mg diazepam, 5mg nitrazepam and 0.15mg or maybe o.2mg of clonidine (depends how bad i feel) and that dose should knock me out hopefully until morning or at least close to re-dosing time.

    So far it's been not to hard at all and I've been up and about round the house. I even walked to the cash point and got a lift to buy something.

    Once the morph dose drops to 100mgs and below i will start to suffer and have to raise the clonidine dose. That will cause my blood pressure to drop and make it hard for me to get out of bed.
    I have a resting heart beat of 57 and slightly low blood pressure anyway so high dose clonidine makes my whole body feel like lead and i will black out if i stand up to fast. But so far no bad side effect

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    Mr Bumble
    35 years old and been an addict for over 20 years now. Detoxing I can do but staying clean is a battle I keep losing. I'll keep on fighting though

Comments

  1. TheKLF
    Re: Detox Journal from massive IV morph/heroin habbit

    Hi Mr. Bumble, I just want to wish you good luck - I can't even imagine how you had previously stopped with these doses morphine of yours - which, in my opinion, shows your great strength and powerful will. Keep fighting man, I'm with you ;)
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