The detoxes and relapses of a major Heroin and Morphine addict - Part 94

By Mr Bumble · Dec 29, 2014 · ·
  1. Re: Detox from massive IV morph/heroin 2.0, skip to post 169 for the latest detox

    Hey Mel, I always hit the booze a bit when I have time off work and am not on the gear, it's just a christmas thing, but I've over done it abit. I we'll go back to not much drinking at all as soon as I got back to work which will be V soon as I get to bored when I;m not working

    Thanks lostly, thats a big complement :)

    Yeah I felt something was diffferent this time and your right it's about telling myself I've done with this shit. Not one time even at the worst parts of detox the death of myfriend did I feel like using. It's given me a great feeling of confidence that I can do it this time.

    Spent the evenong on my firends boat with another muturle firend esting a stew he'd been coooking since this morning and drinking a fe shots to are dead friend. come home at a good time but a bit tippsy.

    was in a really angry mood today but tonight treally chilled me up, good foog, good company and good cognac and red onem o s bit pissed tonight

    Anyway still clean but have to go to big gathering for our dead friend and so i will probably roll in late and drunk again, I Had areally bad day and got let down but my ex who;d promised a favout then backed out.

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    Mr Bumble
    35 years old and been an addict for over 20 years now. Detoxing I can do but staying clean is a battle I keep losing. I'll keep on fighting though

Comments

  1. Jungledog
    Re: Detox from massive IV morph/heroin 2.0, skip to post 169 for the latest detox

    Bumble and LG,

    Yeah having it there allows me to trust myself again and yeah this boosts my confidence! LG, you are basically doing the same thing with tapering your DOC. You have it but you aren't abusing it. That is huge, ya know?
  2. lostlygirl
    Re: Detox from massive IV morph/heroin 2.0, skip to post 169 for the latest detox

    Thanks, JD. I think you have to get to the point where you really hate the drug. That's how I was with the pills, I really began to just hate them. I'm not quite there yet with fentanyl, but I'm getting there. :)

    Bumble, best wishes for you today. Try and go somewhat easy on the the drinking. I'm sending good thoughts and love to get you through the day.

    Love and cheers always, mate.
  3. Kitts
    Re: Detox from massive IV morph/heroin 2.0, skip to post 169 for the latest detox

    Hey Bumble,

    I'm really sorry to hear about your friend. I'm glad you had a good time with good friends yesterday.

    How are you feeling today? Maybe take it a little easy on the booze and make sure you eat properly so that depression doesn't come bite you in the ass?

    Take care buddy.
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