Re: Detox from massive IV morph/heroin 2.0, skip to post 169 for the latest detox
Hey Mel, I always hit the booze a bit when I have time off work and am not on the gear, it's just a christmas thing, but I've over done it abit. I we'll go back to not much drinking at all as soon as I got back to work which will be V soon as I get to bored when I;m not working
Thanks lostly, thats a big complement
Yeah I felt something was diffferent this time and your right it's about telling myself I've done with this shit. Not one time even at the worst parts of detox the death of myfriend did I feel like using. It's given me a great feeling of confidence that I can do it this time.
Spent the evenong on my firends boat with another muturle firend esting a stew he'd been coooking since this morning and drinking a fe shots to are dead friend. come home at a good time but a bit tippsy.
was in a really angry mood today but tonight treally chilled me up, good foog, good company and good cognac and red onem o s bit pissed tonight
Anyway still clean but have to go to big gathering for our dead friend and so i will probably roll in late and drunk again, I Had areally bad day and got let down but my ex who;d promised a favout then backed out.