Re: Detox from massive IV morph/heroin 2.0, skip to post 169 for the latest detox
Hey JD, yeah been blowing off a bit of steam but feel like it's done now. Cocaine didn't do what it used to do for me, just made me want to eat diazepam and made me run my script out early. E's come down was evil and not planning on doing that any time soon. Booze I've always been able to take or leave. have the odd booze up but 90% of the year a pint or a glass or 2 of wine does me fine.
As to the relationship thing it's hard. I loved a girl once but left her, why, honestly not sure, probably because as cool as she was she didn't satify me, I am a super freak, very er, open minded. never met a girl who furfilled the love I felt for her and the sexual satisfaction I desire.
Also most cool girls don't want a guy like me, not hot ones anyway, takes some special kinda girl
That and also my daughter, I find it very hard to focus on more than one relationship at a time and she's my main focus. A week ago I'd have said I wasn't interested in anything more than a casual fling, but shit, starting to think I could change the way I see that, donno, it's an unobtainable dream right now
Once.upon.a.time, thanks, had just DM you'd funnily enough
Mr Bumble added 776 Minutes and 45 Seconds later...
Oh man I'm ill, for use not dope sick though, just ill. First time in years I haven't been able to cure my ill's with heroin. Lemsips and ginger for me. Bored as hell, did so much sitting around while detoxing I want to be out of the house now.
Bumble feels very sorry for himself today