The detoxes and relapses of a major Heroin and Morphine addict - Part 99

By Mr Bumble · Jan 6, 2015 · ·
  1. Re: Detox from massive IV morph/heroin 2.0, skip to post 169 for the latest detox

    Aww what a lovely message Jungledog, cheered me up a bit as still feeling sorry for myself because of the dam flu. I really need to get up and moving and there's paid work and personal jobs I need to sort out but I just wake up feeling so god dam rough.

    Got about 5 hours sleep last night and and snotty and coughing and my head was banging when I first got up :( I'm struggling to work out whether it's legitimate for me to be taking this extra time off or whether I'm just procrastinating because it's so cold and grey outside?

    The most important thing I could do is go fix my truck but the thought of lying underneath it struggling with rusted bolts on a cold grey day like today is not appealing. I'm also fed up as every time I saw my daughter over xmas I wasn't quite myself because of just detoxing. She was over the other night and I was feeling so ill again I wasn't my usual self.

    Thought I was on the mend last night so shaved and planned to get out of the house by 9am, it's 9.25 and I'm still not showered and feeling ill and fed up.

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    Mr Bumble
    35 years old and been an addict for over 20 years now. Detoxing I can do but staying clean is a battle I keep losing. I'll keep on fighting though


  1. marathonmel7
    Re: Detox from massive IV morph/heroin 2.0, skip to post 169 for the latest detox

    Hey Bumble sounds to me like you've got what I had. I think when we detox from opiates our immune system tanks. I know mine did. I am finally over my cold/flu. It was terrible.

    Take some meds if you can and get lots of rest. That's all I could do. Hang in there my friend. Can't write a lot today. And you'll find a freak that's gf material. Trust me, I'm after the same thing, girl or guy. I don't care. They are out there, just got to search a little.

    Hope you feel better. Take good care of yourself. Try and stay away from the drugs and alcohol as that will only make matters worse. Hang in there. You've got my support. Love to you.
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