serak, yesterday, out of perhaps an inkling in my head that i needed to release my problem to someone more qualified to help me make the right decisions, i called my school workstudy employer who also happens to be a dear friend of mine who i love to death. he is strongly suggesting me to go to counseling daily either in patient or outpatient... but i'm scared. scared that my parents will find out and my mom's biggest fear is for me to get hooked on drugs. but without going to see the counselors, the school wont make me any excuses to have missed almost a week of classes.
it's day 5 now. most people would've been quite recovered already but i'm still weak. this is the first withdrawal attempt that i've reached out for people to help me, and i'm astounded by the love and care that is surrounding me daily. i feel blessed.