I feel the highest self-esteem and self-respect I felt in a long time. It comes down to the fact, that I quit coffee in addition to weed and alcohol too, and I’ve got over the worst (first day, yesterday). I went from 7+ coffees a day, to Zero. That cut down sugar too. I feel much more in tune with my value of self-respect. I feel much lower intensity of my anxiety, if any. I’m less tense. And I have more time — to SLEEP! To actually rejuvenate.
When it comes to weed there wasn’t day without thinking about it, but thoughts are different. Yesterday I was thinking about how "fun" would that be to just "enjoy" it. Then I came back to the memories of total helplessness that I experienced EACH time immediately after first hit (because I knew that it won’t be the last, but it begins another spree).
I’m delivering better value to my clients too. I’m sick right now, on meds from doctor, dizzy from cutting coffee of, and I still do better work then at my best in days when I’m just smoking whole afternoon or evening or even from morning. It’s well, well worth it. It’a the key for good life for me to stay away from drugs. I can get hooked on almost anything. So, why not use that trait as an opportunity to get hooked on healthy food, quality sleep, physical exercise, meditations, helping others, working, supporting…
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Thinking about weed EVERY day