I am like a bad record. Same again, round and round, on and on. Wednesday was coke free, it was lovely. Thursday I picked up and felt anxious and stressed all evening from it. Missed the gig I wanted to go to with my friends, to stay home by myself for a few hours to binge. It is now 3:45am (Friday morning). For the first time though, I felt bored and done with coke by the end of the night. I can't be arsed with it. It is destroying me.
Deleted all dealer numbers.
2pm - 2am: 1.5g
I can hardly breathe through my nose, it feels so inflamed.