I had a promising start doing a suboxone detox at home. Left over stress had me use yesterday, but that's just an excuse I know.
Christmas is coming up, I can't waste money & need to be clean for my children.
Now in unsure, do I take suboxone for another few days.
People here believed in me, even after I lapses the last time. I feel bad for that.
I have so much to lose if I keep doing this, I need to get my strength back
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