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  1. How do you fill the void?

    I am trying to stay clean, but I feel like that there is like some kind of void. And I do not know what to put in the place where drugs have been (are?) In my life.How to replace them.Nature does not like the void, you know.And I am affraid to replace one bad habit with another.

    I just do not know how to be happy and comfortable in myown life, like other people do. FB_IMG_1490023697975.jpg

    About Author

    A fully functioning (have a job and gaining second higher education as A+ student) IV addict from Eastern Europe trying to keep her life togeather and fighting herown demons.Trying make the best out of her life as far as it is possible keeping in mind the fact of her drug abuse.And not to die before time.

    Familiar with drugs for more than 12 years.


  1. Hopeless78
    That void will be there until your brain levels out, unfortunately - I am going through the same thing myself, three weeks clean off opioids today. I know how it feels, no matter what you do, that 'void' won't go away. It won't be like that forever though - our brains just need time. An addiction didn't happen overnight, recovery won't happen overnight either. Be strong, xo.
  2. LittleBabyNothing
  3. Mandizzle
    You just have to stay determined...

    Coz at the end of the day, drugs keep you wanting more and more til you're broke...

    Whereas if you weren't so in love with the high, you could be spending that money on yourself and making you feel the way you wanna feel...

    In example, going to get your hair done, treating yourself, finding something that's more enjoyable then blowing money that's gonna disappear once you're finished only making you want to spend more money to chase the high...

    Just a thought.
  4. Mandizzle
    also, if you ever need advice to be happy, I can help you!! I promise I can... just inbox me sometime, I'll be there for you.
  5. LittleBabyNothing
    Mandizzle, thanx, I am allready doing these kind of things in spite of my addiction. Just because I think, that- no matter what, a woman can not allow herself to put herself so low that she forgots to take a care of herself. Like- it does not matter if there is a hurricane outside, the woman must look good.

    Besudes, I consider investing in my education as some kind of care of myself as welk, because I just do not want to become dumb, lol :)
  6. LittleBabyNothing
    I think that nothing outside the human being can make him or her happy. Happiness can only come from inside.
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