Literally my brain feels like it's exhausted from going through opiate withdrawals. i was using Kratom everyday for a looong time About a year.
I'm just writing this to do something i feel too exhausted to do anything and my memory is shotty and god i've been through so much.
spent 2 1/2 weeks at a mental hospital for feeling suicidal.
Was put on 3 different medication for being schizophrenic, bipolar and manic.
Decided to get off all the medication about 4 days ago.
And i just ... idk. I've been having mood swings like crazy... and i've been trying to get some family support. you guys have no idea how difficult it's been.
I just want to start like a small journal. it might help me.
My goal is to get a job and start supporting myself. Wish me luck and over coming my drug addiction is phase the 1st phase in getting there.
Just gotta keep making good choices.