I do realize i am addicted already. I'm not in a bad mood .
I've made a lot of progress.
what i hope to obtain from this LSD trip is a new mindset.
I want to remove the.... " this is only fun with kratom " mindset i've been having.
I just want to have a clean mindset again . I'm not in acute withdrawal that is long over, I haven't used anything opiate or opoid related in over a month.
I hope the Lsd gives me energy, a positive outlook , new ideas , and hopefully the ability to get motivated again to acheive greatness. with or without kratom, or any drugs.
Because everyone seems to think i'm mentally ill / a drug addict and i want to move out and i'm sick of living life this way.
I have full faith that i will have a good trip. the only thing bugging me is that my parents are around... but i haven't dropped yet. maybe i'll wait till they leave or figure out something else.
One thing is for sure, i'm not driving anywhere under the influence.
I really just want this form to be like a journal to me. I don't plan on going into great detail about the upcoming trip.
I really hope this stomach sickness goes away, not related to any withdrawal i went from being vegan to vegetarian and i ate a lot of cheese i think that is the problem.