I am just wondering, why?
Why exactly this thing?
Willpower? Maybe. But then again, I have been through things that really takes a strong willpower to get over them. Why is this a problem for me?
Like I can pass an exam (And force myself to actually do it) in the same day I have had a heart attack , but I can not beat this fucking addiction?
Why I can get all the terrible things in my past (Like being raped for several times), why can I try to build at least some carrier in spite of all of this and can not bite a simple addiction?
I do not consider it as desease, because I think that in the beginning everyone chooses to use or not, to try or not. Thinking of it only like it would be a desease addicts are enslaved of is just the easiest way how to escape from responsibility over his or herown life. We are free to choose, but we have to pay for every choise we have made.
Correct me if I am wrong!
I would like to read opinions.
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Why is it so hard for me to quit?