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Being Sober Fucking Sucks

thornb, Mar 19, 2017 | |
  1. Journal Description

    I posted a while ago, about an opiate habit I developed after my Mum passed away.
    I'm still sober, I guess it's kinda going on two months - I'm not counting the days. There was a slip up where I found 80mg Oxy. I looked at it for a while, which I thought only happened in movies, trying to take in what I saw. I thought, "holy fucking shit, I can spread this out 10mg a day and feel kinda good for 8 whole days."

    Did I Fu**.